I've go this senseless smile, this same simple
smile that everyday I fake.
I've got these "friends" who hear but don't listen;
Thats where they made their first mistake.
How can they say they know me, when
I do not even know myself?
How long can I keep my silenced secrets
That make this life a living hell?
I keep it all in, in my heavy head.
The dillusions, the images of me falling behind.
Some days I want to scream; but never cry; I DO NOT CRY.
No one thinks or knows anything of my befuddled mind.
You cannot claim to care until you comprehend
No one knows about how I drive myself miserably mad
But I wouldn't tell you if you asked
So why do I complain?
I am a woman of many words,
But some words I cannot say.
Thank you. I extend the same invite to you.
ReplyDeleteI really enjoyed this. Probably bcuz I can relate to every word. Thank you for writing this. It made me feel not so alone....
ReplyDeleteI can really relate to this.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you guys can relate, thank you for reading it. I was hoping someone would read this and somewhat understand what I feel.
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