DAMNITALL.

Okay so the make up challenge didnt work out, because I'm fat and ugly, and I don't need the living proof online for everyone to make fun of. So, yeah.

"Pray

You could somehow stop

the uncertainty, somehow

stop the loathing,

somehow stop the pain."

Dry Heaving Isn't My Favorite Activity.

I'm drowning in an abyss of red
These tentacles surround me.
I never want to leave this bed
So I can't remember what you won't allow me
Counting the cars as they pass by
Watching frozen raindrops fall
I want to run, I'm forced to hide
But when I confess, I'll lose it all.
I'm coasting through the sky so gray
I need something to help me.
Darkness, depression, won't go away
My thoughts always stray from healthy.
Please tell me that the end is near
Take me away from the bleeding.
Can't stop hurting, my mind won't clear
I'm done
I'm exhausted

I'm leaving.

Smile For Me.

So I'm making some new friends I really like lately, so that's nice. Too bad I'm moving away from all of them into The Promised Land in less than two months.
My mom threw me in therepy. The woman has an accent. So that's cool.
Tennis season is almost over :( we have one match left. I love everyone on the team, and I've been having such a good time, I don't want it to end.
I haven't done my homework yet.

"A friend is someone who knows you and loves you just the same."