Monday, April 25, 2011

Crashing

I'm done. I'm so done.
I need the help I need the help I need the help.
I am scared of the world, of society, of the looks and the faces and the poking fun.
But tonight I scared myself.
I'm done betraying everyones trust and making people think I'm okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm going to be brave with you.
And get the help I need.
Because I almost stopped with my wrists
And started in on my throat.
I'm sorry.
I made such a mess.
I'm so scared.
I can't even be poetic anymore, this is so old.
When will I get better?
When will I learn

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