"I am Meaghan's low self esteem. I tell Meaghan that she is not worth anything and that she should just give up. I am Meaghan's social anxiety. I make Meaghan afraid to interact with people, and give her a reason to feel like her self esteem should be low. I am Meaghan's inferiority complex. I make Meaghan feel that she is the worst person in the world and that there is something inherently wrong with her. I am Meaghan's restless mind. I am constantly thinking and making Meaghan feel worse even when she starts to feel better. I am Meaghan's constant state of depression. I make Meaghan feel miserable all day long and make her wish that she had never visited a place we know as the universe. I am Meaghan's sense of accomplishment. I am now nonexistent because I feel that nothing that I ever do is worth anything because no matter what I try I cannot make myself feel happy. I am Meaghan's guilt. I make Meaghan feel terrible for feeling the way she does because she has things better than 90% of the people on the face of the earth.
I am Meaghan's sense of hope. I am one of the few things that keep Meaghan from ending her life. I am beginning to fade away, but Meaghan tries to hold onto me with everything she has, because I am all she has left...
What are you? "
-Fight Club
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